Fields of Gold

I am blue, am packing my stuffs.. first part ship to USA, second part ship to Surabaya, and the last part for me while studying here. Am hectic and so sad.... I dont know, these past 2 months really hard on me. Trying not to feeling this.. but still can feel it.I will missing here.. really will be missing here...

Lagu untuk sementara waktu yg wajib didengarkan : terus melangkah melupakanmu lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu kucoba untuk terus menjauh perlahan hatiku terbelenggu kucoba untuk lanjutkan hidup engkau bukanlah segalaku bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku usai sudah semua berlalu biar hujan menghapus jejakmu terus melangkah melupakanmu lelah hati perhatikan sikapmu jalan pikiranmu buatku ragu tak mungkin ini tetap bertahan perlahan mimpi terasa mengganggu kucoba untuk terus menjauh perlahan hatiku terbelenggu kucoba untuk lanjutkan hidup engkau bukanlah segalaku bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku usai sudah semua berlalu biar hujan menghapus jejakmu lepaskan segalanya lepaskan segalanya engkau bukanlah segalaku bukan tempat tuk hentikan langkahku usai sudah semua berlalu biar hujan menghapus jejakmu

Wednesday, 20 oct 2010 8.59 pm My 10 last days at Lakeside apartment. How time flies so fast.. now it's been 2 and half years am living in Singapore. I love this apartment.. the first time I came here was on 11st April 2008.Just 6 days after I got married. This apartment was so tiny compared to my house in Surabaya. Yeahhh.. I just so shocked, How come I live in a tiny 2 bedroom, one living room, and the kitchen. Yeah.. it was a shock culture and I was so naive (god please forgive me)for a while. It takes 7-10 minutes walking distance to Lakeside MRT. But after that, I realise how this apartment is so marvelous. After get down from lift I've found : 1. Makan Shiok (a Moslem food court) 2. Malin store that sell Indonesian stuff dari bumbu masakan, Indomie sampe jual jilbab and Kiranti. Top abisssss :-)) 3. Huge Lakeside Wet Market 4. Watson 5. Chinese medicine store 6. Kafe Kingy (a foodcourt that I named after my cat "Kingy") 7. McDonald 8.KFC 9.Sing Tel 10.Starhub 11...

I am so so tired looking at people who doesn't know that someone is deeply in love with them And they just having useless fight and without knowing that both of them have the same value : deeply in love each other. Saya gemas... dengerin yg curhat.. dudududuuuu.... udahlah nikah aja kamu, spy ga berantem lagi weekkkkkk *lg emosi labil nan capek*

Hi People, So ,many things happening into my life. Hum... it's the turn of the bitter tastes. Well I can not get into detail of this. All I wanna say that is I already moving on start from today. No need to hanging onto past that will suck-off my future. Big No no... and no matter how hard it is for me, my brain still working on it.. not my heart. I guess am gonna be "old-me" which is I will never use my heart anymore. It's sick.... and I know am mature and strong enough through this hard-life-experience and will not asking "why" again... I will automactically thinking what is for me.. will be only for me. Full stop, no more bargaining and everything about... if it's go, then I will let it go. I will and have to dedicating and giving my life 100% in God's hand. I am just a human, so the greatest power is from God... Simple.. it's really simple.. eventhough to apply it on the real life needs process but once again I am strong and smart enough hehe...

"Am feeling sexy... wanna hear you say my name.. boy" Beyonce-Naughty girl Ohh wooww... it's 5.26 AM and here I am, editting my International Management individual assignment and Finish!!! yayyyy..... Alhamdulillah. And then my eyes, as usual... reading journal, articles, blogs, and etc... and what attracts me is how Men seeing a Girl. and yeah, they saw the outlook first (Read : face n body) and it's hillarious for me, Sorry to say but it its... So, the survey is for Men with age range from 22 - 35 years old. Oh Lord... I mean, ockay... I also like to see and want to catch male who is handsome and cute. But it was on my high school til first year university years.I told you something, there was boys who was falling and chasing me at my young age (now am old, do I? :-pp). First seeing them.. woww... handsome, good looking bla.. bla... (only the outlook), as soon as I had conversation with them.. ohhh... not smart at all and I could not engage more with them. BIG NO NO...

Never regret a day in your life. Good days give you Happiness. Bad days give you Experiences. Both are essential to life. Keep going... Happiness keeps you Sweet, Trials keep you Strong, Sorrows keep you Human, Failures keep you Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only God keeps You Going *Am feeling so good.. you know that I would ;-))*