Fields of Gold

How fast people can change? Not even a week, a month or a year... They can turn back and change 180 degree. Can I trust you again? Can I know you still keep the promise? And again.. I have to deal with this matter. Do not judge the book by it's cover... It is soft, It is comfortable.. but when the time has come Everything will open your eyes that it's is not nice, not very nice I have difficulties to trust people.. but now, I guess I will more have difficulties for it. I try to be patient.. but my patient has it's own limitation. I just have to let this go.. eventhough this hurt me a lot.. because I trust you, my bestfriend. I thought I can trust you and lean on you.. But I was wrong. I will close this book... and I should not and I won't to re-open it Too much pain.. unless I can heal myself I will forgive you, one day, sure I will. But I am not sure I can forget what you've done to me In massive pain and hurt, Me

Hi People.. Woww... how time flies so fast, today is the first day on October 2010. September already a history now. I just got home, from campus and then went to Starbucks at Marina City Link-Mall, Rafless City Mall and then went home. Benernya hari ini lg rada stress sih karena baru bahas Group Assignment untuk Cultural Framework.. cuman karena ada Yopie and Teteh.. sahabat baik saya, jadi bahagia kembali. Plus... tadi kencan ajah berdua ama Teteh di Starbucks, rumpi2.. diskusi.. sampe haha-hihi.. teteh baik bgt.. kapan hari pas ke Changi Airport and Paya Lebar juga ditemenin teteh, makasih ya tehh mwaahhh... Actually, today is my own deadline for my Individual assignment of International Management, but since I already loose my mind... *yeahh, sounds so cliche*. I couldn't edit or do anything about it. I need a fresh air though, so I decided to go to campus :-)). Seeing my plan.. seeing my dream, and hoping that seeing is believing.. so I will be able to turn my dreams come true...

Dear people, It's 1.38 AM in the so-early-morning. I had slept and then get up.. and now I can not sleep. So I need so relaxation to release my I-dont-know-why feeling. So, I am deciding to write a blog, as always... writing my hobby and I am feeling so good after writing anything ^-^ Well yeah, this term on my MBA studies is my 4th term.. woww... 2 more terms to go. The subjects for this term are International Management and Cultural Framework of Business. From both of these subjects, I am in love with International Management. Let's talk about love.. oopss.. I mean International Management. After I screen the text book, basically International Management studies is about how to deal your business in global environment, and then equipping management within the company with certain tools in order to gaining success. The definition of success here not only for profit, but there are Key Perfomance Indicator to measure it. Our respective lecturer is Dr Tan Hong Pew. Since the fir...

One of my favourite songs ever. And it reflects what I feel now... Liriknya dapet dari penyanyi cewek, jadinya He.. padahal kalo versinya Rick Price, kan She But it's true... Maybe my love will come back someday, Only heaven knows.... He's always on my mind From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes He's everywhere I go He's all I know And though he's so far away It just keeps gettin' stronger everyday And even now he's gone I'm still holding on So tell me where do I start 'Cause it's breaking my heart Don't wanna let him go Maybe my love will come back some day Only heaven knows And maybe our hearts will find a way Only heaven knows And all I can do is hope and pray 'Cause heaven knows My friends keep tellin' me That if you really love him You've gotta set him free And if he returns in kind I'll know he's mine So tell me where do I start 'Cause it's breakin' my heart Don't wanna let her go ...

Dear people, In Monday morning and about to finishing my assignment I just have something on my mind. Time flies so fast, ga terasa Ibu Bapak n Mbak Bayek sudah semingguan pulang ke Surabaya. Time does matter and also a promise. Promise is someting that you have to do, you have to fulfill it and done it. How many people that even don't know what is the meaning of a promise? Do I categorised as one of them? or do you? Well.. I couldn't answer this question as exactly as just say Yes or No. I am a learner... I try to do my best, after I made mistakes and so on. However, human is a place for mistakes and naives. But I try to keep my promise eventhough I had once broke it down. Anger and emotion will close your eyes from something precious that is there, in front of you. Listen to your heart, and do not let the precious one will go away because of your anger and your emotions. Because when the time you realise it, maybe it's too late...

Dear my baby, my love Eventhough you're far away from me.. Here, I always love you and missing you like crazy I Miss You Like Crazy by Natalie Cole Even though it's been so long my love for you keeps going strong i remember the things that we used to do a kiss in the rain till the sun shines through i tried to deny it, but im still in love with you i miss you like crazy, i miss you like crazy ever since you went away, every hour of everyday i miss you like crazy, i miss you like crazy no matter what i say or do there's just no getting over you i can see the love shinning in your eyes and it comes in such a sweet surprise if seeing is believing, it's worth the wait so hold on and tell me it's not too late we're so good together we're starting forever now. and i miss you like crazy, i miss you like crazy ever since you went away, every hour of everyday i miss you like crazy, i miss you baby a love like ours will never end just touch me and we'...

Dear people, I dont know where to start.But today is kind of my hardest day. I will admit here that I am never be prepared "to-be-far-away" from the one that I love. But it happens to me now... I dont want to get into detail.. but can you imagine? everyday you see the one you love, kissing.. hugging.. playing.. and do things together and hopes the day will not end. But now.. it seems like gone. That road.. that restaurant.. that chair.. that drink.. that food... that store... will reminds me of you. And I have to deal it alone.Sometimes, I hope I can be so calm and care less about it.but I couldn't. It's hard when you far away and missing someone that you love so much... I loose my head, am kind of logical person.. I always think think think... but when it touch my heart, the emotional will go ahead. Some people maybe couldn't understand me... but when you're at my position, you will know how is hard to be me today. and today, I went to Swensen at IMM-jurong E...

This lyric, is reflecting what I feel. Right now, I am struggling challenges ahead.. it's bitter.. now sweet at all.Even my tears couldn't stop falling. But once again, am a human being.. with all my positive and negative side. Sometimes I've been in emotional mode... now I have to get back to my patient mode. Allah SWT, My Lord.. The Akbar in the world, for you I pray and for you I live... I lay my life on you.Pls lead my way... amin... Setiap Hari Ku Mohon Agar Kau Sentiasa Memberi Ku Ketenangan Dalam Hati Ke Ku atan Menempuh Segala Dugaan Yang Mencabar Ini Pasti Punya Ertinya Engkau Beri Ku Harapan Menjawab Segala Persoalan Hadapi Semua Dengan Tenang Dengan Merasa Kesyu Ku ran ku Doa Kau Selalu Mengawasai Gerak-geri Ku Berkatilah Ku Penuh Rahmat Dari Mu Oh Tuhan Terangkan Hati Dalam Sanubari Ku Oh Tuhan Ku Berserah Segalanya Kepadamu Agar Jiwa Ku Tenang Dengan Bimbingan Mu Selalu Ada Kalanya Ku Merasa Hidup ini Seperti Kaca Jikalau Tidak Bersabar Hancur...