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Dear people,

I dont know where to start.But today is kind of my hardest day. I will admit here that I am never be prepared "to-be-far-away" from the one that I love. But it happens to me now...
I dont want to get into detail.. but can you imagine? everyday you see the one you love, kissing.. hugging.. playing.. and do things together and hopes the day will not end. But now.. it seems like gone.

That road.. that restaurant.. that chair.. that drink.. that food... that store... will reminds me of you.
And I have to deal it alone.Sometimes, I hope I can be so calm and care less about it.but I couldn't.
It's hard when you far away and missing someone that you love so much...
I loose my head, am kind of logical person.. I always think think think... but when it touch my heart, the emotional will go ahead.

Some people maybe couldn't understand me... but when you're at my position, you will know how is hard to be me today. and today, I went to Swensen at IMM-jurong East with my family.. and guess what? I didn't eat anything. Since morning.. I loose my apetite.. didn't sleep...
My Lord, please.. I beg you a way out for this. For you, that also far away from the one that you love... call them now, from any which ways.. and tell them how much you love them.. because you will not know how much time is less there for you.

And today I will say I love you... yes I do.and I dont know how much time is remaining for me here.And.. I miss you... *crying Mode:ON*
Sounds so cliche, but this is the fact. I guess I will not sleep (again) for tonight :-((

Curahan hati seorang Ibu yg akan ditinggal pulang mbak bayek huhuhuuu.... sedih sekaliiiiiiii...

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