Good Morning Surabaya : an excitement and a dissapointment.

Holla people,

Yup yup.. Good Morning Surabaya, I am feeling wanna scream. Finally this Ramadhan month I am coming back here because last year I didn't come home. So... this is how the story goes, sleeping in the late at night.. hummm I prefer to say I slept in the morning around 4 am, and wake up... now at 8 am going online ;-)).

Benernya nih ya, tiap pagi kebiasaan saya adalah makan bubur Madura.. karena puasa, jadinya kebiasaan ini ditinggalkan dulu padahal kepengen deh... tapi gpp, tadi waktu sahur sudah menyantap bebek goreng, Alhamdulillah hehehee.. pokoknya makanan indo kagak ada yg mengalahkan.Oopss.. ockay I will speak honest, except Pav Bhaji.. I am loving it ;-pp

So... many activities are waiting me outside (ciehhh kayak apa aja nehh). Will start to visit my dermatologist yeahh yeahhh.. I have so many breakouts since am stress duhhh, will take care of Tisha my super-sweetness baby.. Mommy loves you so much, playing with Tisha, exchanging Singapore Dollar to Rupiah (nasib...kagak punya uang Rupiah hikzz),cooking for Tisha, hang-out with my family, calling my best-friends, will buka puasa with Kolak and tarawih at Masjid Agung Surabaya yayyyyyyy.

And here is My Mom crying because she said I am way too skinny. Mom.. relax.. in fact I am gain weight 1.96 kg ohhh nooo.. I should go to swimming pool and burn this calory out.Huhuuuu saya ndut nih sebaalllll....

Saya lg sebel2 gimana gitu, my lovely cat : Miesye.. she's ignoring me, sombong sekaliiii.. diajak bobo bareng ga mau huhhh... teganya kau Meis --', mbak yeyen kan kangen hauhauahuuuu

But foremost, this holiday is a healing process for me. Am in the middle of "my evaluation" process... I really upset and dissapointed of myself now. I just couldn't believe I become that mean.. ahh I really want to change and become more mature and patient person ameenn.. For whoever that I ever hurted, I am asking for your forgiveness. Trust me, I have no intention to hurt you, but... sometimes my emotion taking control before my head.Once again I am truly sorry.. and I really regret it. You dont know how much I am hating myself now :-((
ahhh ya sudah la ya, saya manusia biasa tidak luput dari kesalahan.. smg ada pintu maaf terbuka untuk saya dan bs memulai kehidupan lebih baik.

Btw, si meisje sekarang mulai ndempel2 ke saya.. heheee.. I guess I am lovable for her nyanyanyaaa... bahkan skrg dia mulai nggelibet2 di deket laptop hohowwww.
Well.. mau sibuk bermalas2an dulu ahhhhh.. sekalian siap2. Happy Wednesday people...

Salam miaow2,
Dian

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