Fields of Gold

Hi People, It's been a while I was not blogging. I just arrive at apartment after had a long-day at campus with Prof Garry Chitick for International Business lecture. The class started at 9 am till 5.30 pm.. can you imagine? Foreign exchange, international trading , leadership, and many bold issues were there. And the most shocking news is the exam will divide into 3 section. First.. the MCQ, second the essay and then case study. Hello MBA... this is for real. Awwhhh I need a big hug.. come on.. and the Business strategy also have many assignments.. plus presentation hahahaa... *sour laugh* And when I stress, I went to Orchard and it's a mistake. I saw a shoes, and falling in love just like that. and til now, that shoes rounding succesfully in my mind, my eyes, my soul hahaha.. lebay bgt bukan? saya benar2 jatuh cinta padanya... namanya juga orang jatuh cinta, kagak bisa diapa2in lagi.. doesn't matter if it's wrong or right jiaahhhh.. nyanyi melulu saya jadinya.. setela...

I am blue, am packing my stuffs.. first part ship to USA, second part ship to Surabaya, and the last part for me while studying here. Am hectic and so sad.... I dont know, these past 2 months really hard on me. Trying not to feeling this.. but still can feel it.I will missing here.. really will be missing here...

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Wednesday, 20 oct 2010 8.59 pm My 10 last days at Lakeside apartment. How time flies so fast.. now it's been 2 and half years am living in Singapore. I love this apartment.. the first time I came here was on 11st April 2008.Just 6 days after I got married. This apartment was so tiny compared to my house in Surabaya. Yeahhh.. I just so shocked, How come I live in a tiny 2 bedroom, one living room, and the kitchen. Yeah.. it was a shock culture and I was so naive (god please forgive me)for a while. It takes 7-10 minutes walking distance to Lakeside MRT. But after that, I realise how this apartment is so marvelous. After get down from lift I've found : 1. Makan Shiok (a Moslem food court) 2. Malin store that sell Indonesian stuff dari bumbu masakan, Indomie sampe jual jilbab and Kiranti. Top abisssss :-)) 3. Huge Lakeside Wet Market 4. Watson 5. Chinese medicine store 6. Kafe Kingy (a foodcourt that I named after my cat "Kingy") 7. McDonald 8.KFC 9.Sing Tel 10.Starhub 11...

I am so so tired looking at people who doesn't know that someone is deeply in love with them And they just having useless fight and without knowing that both of them have the same value : deeply in love each other. Saya gemas... dengerin yg curhat.. dudududuuuu.... udahlah nikah aja kamu, spy ga berantem lagi weekkkkkk *lg emosi labil nan capek*

Hi People, So ,many things happening into my life. Hum... it's the turn of the bitter tastes. Well I can not get into detail of this. All I wanna say that is I already moving on start from today. No need to hanging onto past that will suck-off my future. Big No no... and no matter how hard it is for me, my brain still working on it.. not my heart. I guess am gonna be "old-me" which is I will never use my heart anymore. It's sick.... and I know am mature and strong enough through this hard-life-experience and will not asking "why" again... I will automactically thinking what is for me.. will be only for me. Full stop, no more bargaining and everything about... if it's go, then I will let it go. I will and have to dedicating and giving my life 100% in God's hand. I am just a human, so the greatest power is from God... Simple.. it's really simple.. eventhough to apply it on the real life needs process but once again I am strong and smart enough hehe...

"Am feeling sexy... wanna hear you say my name.. boy" Beyonce-Naughty girl Ohh wooww... it's 5.26 AM and here I am, editting my International Management individual assignment and Finish!!! yayyyy..... Alhamdulillah. And then my eyes, as usual... reading journal, articles, blogs, and etc... and what attracts me is how Men seeing a Girl. and yeah, they saw the outlook first (Read : face n body) and it's hillarious for me, Sorry to say but it its... So, the survey is for Men with age range from 22 - 35 years old. Oh Lord... I mean, ockay... I also like to see and want to catch male who is handsome and cute. But it was on my high school til first year university years.I told you something, there was boys who was falling and chasing me at my young age (now am old, do I? :-pp). First seeing them.. woww... handsome, good looking bla.. bla... (only the outlook), as soon as I had conversation with them.. ohhh... not smart at all and I could not engage more with them. BIG NO NO...

Never regret a day in your life. Good days give you Happiness. Bad days give you Experiences. Both are essential to life. Keep going... Happiness keeps you Sweet, Trials keep you Strong, Sorrows keep you Human, Failures keep you Humble, Success keeps You Glowing, But Only God keeps You Going *Am feeling so good.. you know that I would ;-))*

How fast people can change? Not even a week, a month or a year... They can turn back and change 180 degree. Can I trust you again? Can I know you still keep the promise? And again.. I have to deal with this matter. Do not judge the book by it's cover... It is soft, It is comfortable.. but when the time has come Everything will open your eyes that it's is not nice, not very nice I have difficulties to trust people.. but now, I guess I will more have difficulties for it. I try to be patient.. but my patient has it's own limitation. I just have to let this go.. eventhough this hurt me a lot.. because I trust you, my bestfriend. I thought I can trust you and lean on you.. But I was wrong. I will close this book... and I should not and I won't to re-open it Too much pain.. unless I can heal myself I will forgive you, one day, sure I will. But I am not sure I can forget what you've done to me In massive pain and hurt, Me

Hi People.. Woww... how time flies so fast, today is the first day on October 2010. September already a history now. I just got home, from campus and then went to Starbucks at Marina City Link-Mall, Rafless City Mall and then went home. Benernya hari ini lg rada stress sih karena baru bahas Group Assignment untuk Cultural Framework.. cuman karena ada Yopie and Teteh.. sahabat baik saya, jadi bahagia kembali. Plus... tadi kencan ajah berdua ama Teteh di Starbucks, rumpi2.. diskusi.. sampe haha-hihi.. teteh baik bgt.. kapan hari pas ke Changi Airport and Paya Lebar juga ditemenin teteh, makasih ya tehh mwaahhh... Actually, today is my own deadline for my Individual assignment of International Management, but since I already loose my mind... *yeahh, sounds so cliche*. I couldn't edit or do anything about it. I need a fresh air though, so I decided to go to campus :-)). Seeing my plan.. seeing my dream, and hoping that seeing is believing.. so I will be able to turn my dreams come true...

Dear people, It's 1.38 AM in the so-early-morning. I had slept and then get up.. and now I can not sleep. So I need so relaxation to release my I-dont-know-why feeling. So, I am deciding to write a blog, as always... writing my hobby and I am feeling so good after writing anything ^-^ Well yeah, this term on my MBA studies is my 4th term.. woww... 2 more terms to go. The subjects for this term are International Management and Cultural Framework of Business. From both of these subjects, I am in love with International Management. Let's talk about love.. oopss.. I mean International Management. After I screen the text book, basically International Management studies is about how to deal your business in global environment, and then equipping management within the company with certain tools in order to gaining success. The definition of success here not only for profit, but there are Key Perfomance Indicator to measure it. Our respective lecturer is Dr Tan Hong Pew. Since the fir...

One of my favourite songs ever. And it reflects what I feel now... Liriknya dapet dari penyanyi cewek, jadinya He.. padahal kalo versinya Rick Price, kan She But it's true... Maybe my love will come back someday, Only heaven knows.... He's always on my mind From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes He's everywhere I go He's all I know And though he's so far away It just keeps gettin' stronger everyday And even now he's gone I'm still holding on So tell me where do I start 'Cause it's breaking my heart Don't wanna let him go Maybe my love will come back some day Only heaven knows And maybe our hearts will find a way Only heaven knows And all I can do is hope and pray 'Cause heaven knows My friends keep tellin' me That if you really love him You've gotta set him free And if he returns in kind I'll know he's mine So tell me where do I start 'Cause it's breakin' my heart Don't wanna let her go ...

Dear people, In Monday morning and about to finishing my assignment I just have something on my mind. Time flies so fast, ga terasa Ibu Bapak n Mbak Bayek sudah semingguan pulang ke Surabaya. Time does matter and also a promise. Promise is someting that you have to do, you have to fulfill it and done it. How many people that even don't know what is the meaning of a promise? Do I categorised as one of them? or do you? Well.. I couldn't answer this question as exactly as just say Yes or No. I am a learner... I try to do my best, after I made mistakes and so on. However, human is a place for mistakes and naives. But I try to keep my promise eventhough I had once broke it down. Anger and emotion will close your eyes from something precious that is there, in front of you. Listen to your heart, and do not let the precious one will go away because of your anger and your emotions. Because when the time you realise it, maybe it's too late...

Dear my baby, my love Eventhough you're far away from me.. Here, I always love you and missing you like crazy I Miss You Like Crazy by Natalie Cole Even though it's been so long my love for you keeps going strong i remember the things that we used to do a kiss in the rain till the sun shines through i tried to deny it, but im still in love with you i miss you like crazy, i miss you like crazy ever since you went away, every hour of everyday i miss you like crazy, i miss you like crazy no matter what i say or do there's just no getting over you i can see the love shinning in your eyes and it comes in such a sweet surprise if seeing is believing, it's worth the wait so hold on and tell me it's not too late we're so good together we're starting forever now. and i miss you like crazy, i miss you like crazy ever since you went away, every hour of everyday i miss you like crazy, i miss you baby a love like ours will never end just touch me and we'...

Dear people, I dont know where to start.But today is kind of my hardest day. I will admit here that I am never be prepared "to-be-far-away" from the one that I love. But it happens to me now... I dont want to get into detail.. but can you imagine? everyday you see the one you love, kissing.. hugging.. playing.. and do things together and hopes the day will not end. But now.. it seems like gone. That road.. that restaurant.. that chair.. that drink.. that food... that store... will reminds me of you. And I have to deal it alone.Sometimes, I hope I can be so calm and care less about it.but I couldn't. It's hard when you far away and missing someone that you love so much... I loose my head, am kind of logical person.. I always think think think... but when it touch my heart, the emotional will go ahead. Some people maybe couldn't understand me... but when you're at my position, you will know how is hard to be me today. and today, I went to Swensen at IMM-jurong E...

This lyric, is reflecting what I feel. Right now, I am struggling challenges ahead.. it's bitter.. now sweet at all.Even my tears couldn't stop falling. But once again, am a human being.. with all my positive and negative side. Sometimes I've been in emotional mode... now I have to get back to my patient mode. Allah SWT, My Lord.. The Akbar in the world, for you I pray and for you I live... I lay my life on you.Pls lead my way... amin... Setiap Hari Ku Mohon Agar Kau Sentiasa Memberi Ku Ketenangan Dalam Hati Ke Ku atan Menempuh Segala Dugaan Yang Mencabar Ini Pasti Punya Ertinya Engkau Beri Ku Harapan Menjawab Segala Persoalan Hadapi Semua Dengan Tenang Dengan Merasa Kesyu Ku ran ku Doa Kau Selalu Mengawasai Gerak-geri Ku Berkatilah Ku Penuh Rahmat Dari Mu Oh Tuhan Terangkan Hati Dalam Sanubari Ku Oh Tuhan Ku Berserah Segalanya Kepadamu Agar Jiwa Ku Tenang Dengan Bimbingan Mu Selalu Ada Kalanya Ku Merasa Hidup ini Seperti Kaca Jikalau Tidak Bersabar Hancur...

Holla people, Yup yup.. Good Morning Surabaya, I am feeling wanna scream. Finally this Ramadhan month I am coming back here because last year I didn't come home. So... this is how the story goes, sleeping in the late at night.. hummm I prefer to say I slept in the morning around 4 am, and wake up... now at 8 am going online ;-)). Benernya nih ya, tiap pagi kebiasaan saya adalah makan bubur Madura.. karena puasa, jadinya kebiasaan ini ditinggalkan dulu padahal kepengen deh... tapi gpp, tadi waktu sahur sudah menyantap bebek goreng, Alhamdulillah hehehee.. pokoknya makanan indo kagak ada yg mengalahkan.Oopss.. ockay I will speak honest, except Pav Bhaji.. I am loving it ;-pp So... many activities are waiting me outside (ciehhh kayak apa aja nehh). Will start to visit my dermatologist yeahh yeahhh.. I have so many breakouts since am stress duhhh, will take care of Tisha my super-sweetness baby.. Mommy loves you so much, playing with Tisha, exchanging Singapore Dollar to Rupiah (nasib...

Hellow people, I just arrived at home, yup am at Surabaya now.. anyway, Exams of "Managing People for Perfomance" and "International Marketing".. I might say, well done ;-pp. Am grateful now, with my loveliest family and will have sahur with Sego bebek ayayayayyyayay *ngiler.com* Anyway, there is a good news.. my bestfriend that I wrote in this blog about her relationship, currently her parents giving their bless to her.yayyy..Alhamdulillah... kalo jodoh kagak lari kemana hehehe... and I would like to sing this song espescially to those who already found their true love and I do hope and pray, all of you will be reunited for eternity, amennnn ;-)). And according to me, that's so true.. when you're falling in love with someone and when you know that this someone is your true love. You will experience a beautiful journey. Eventhough you will have fuss and fight, but deep down inside.. both of you truly need each other, respect each other, and.. can not live wi...

Dear people, There's so much things going into my ming for the past week. A bestfriend of mine having a difficult problems with the parents.This kind of common problem, that their relationship is being disgrace by the parents alias ga disetujui ama orang tua. L-O-V-E.. is a truthful feeling neither your hear can hide nor your soul can deny I just asking, why two people who both in love, feeling a comfort and joyful moment could be separated by a judgmental question. Let me take you to the bottom root: "Is she or he is on the same religion as yours?" "Is she or he rich enough to share a bright future with you?" "Is she or he comes from the prestigious background?" "Is she or he could make your parents proud?" and so on..and so on.... I do went through these all of questions before my marriage, I came from Surabaya, Indonesia while "bibit-bebet-bobot" tradition is still existing. Tapi, tidak semua orang jatuh cinta atau melalui suatu ...

Assalamualaikum wr wb, Well oh well... how do I begin? I am the original "Arek Suroboyo" that came from Surabaya,Indonesia. Currently I am an MBA (Master of Business Administration) student at Edith Cowan University (Perth,Australia) after transferred from University of Adelaide (Adelaide,Australia) due to my needs being a Mother for my loveliest baby,Latisha Alifiani Ramadian (1 year and 2 months). Alhamdulillah..senang sekali hari ini adalah hari pertama jatuhnya bulan Ramadhan and for that, I want to make a little pink-book for my journey so called "Blog". This is my 3rd time I will experience the Ramadhan atmosphere in Singapore. walopun jujur ajah.. paling enak mah ya puasa di kapung halaman :-)). Mau check-up apa aja yg udah terjadi dari bulan kemaren: * My Mom's and dad's birthday... walaupun belum bisa pulang, tapi ikut happy krn Bapak dan Ibu berulang tahun dalam keadaan sehat.Smg selalu diberi kesehatan, umur panjang dan bermanfaat aminnn :-)) * Be...